day 62

i didn't blog yesterday.
shun me.

i just hung out with friends.

... that's about it.
and saw final destination 5/
edit 12:35 pm
so i just had breakfast and now currently have the patience to blog.
yesterday morning i woke up bright and early for a meet up with my ap physics class & teacher for a lunch at panera bread. sadly, only 2 people, a and j, were able to make it, and of course mr.c but it was nice seeing them. we talked about what we've done the past summer and what was in store for us in college. all the talks mr.c gave us during the school year about college were coming to life. he kept telling us to do our laundry. he told us at least five times. we also started talking about our past physics class and what he could have done better. of course i was the only one to say anything. and then we started talking about how me and physics don't go together. and then he said that i should go into design. and which i have thought about before. i guess i have yet to realize what i'm good at. i'm good at math. i do have some artistic capability. i am fruity and fun and a kid and creative. i should work for disney. hell, that's my dream job. that'd just be amazing. everything about disney is amazing and just. *le sigh.
anywhosiles.
after that i went home and just waited out until my next plans. and then went to b's house for a little hang out. we played mario kart on game cube. i've never played mario kart on game cube until recently that i've gone to her house to play. of course there's a little lag from the aging of the game but it's pretty intense. every time my friends and i play, there's a lot of cursing and fiercity in the room. and i guess that means that it's a really good game of mario kart.
it was nice seeing everyone together at the same time. b is leaving for tennessee this friday. i'm going to miss her a lot. i've known her for YEARS AND YEARS. her going to tennessee seems so... surreal. i know for a fact it's not goodbye though. it's only goodbye if you say goodbye. and i guess the moment she leaves for college is the rude awakening that all of my friends (and including me) will be heading off soon to our different paths. and that this is real life. and this might be the last time you will see these people again.
like when s and i went to the hey monday concert the other day, that might be the last time i'll see him. maybe forever. if anything. and that scares me. especially when we're talking about people who mean so much to me in my life. and b, i've known her for years. even though there were some times where we had a rough patch (like in all friendships and relationships with people), we also had a lot of amazing times. and those are the moments we are both going to remember.
and then after b leaves, one by one everyone else is going to leave. i will be one of the last people to leave from my 'group of friends'. i think the second to last. i'm a little scared. it's like summer camp but longer and more difficult. my room mate seems amazing though. i like how she's so.. out there. and she's not shy. which is fantastic because i won't be afraid to not spark a conversation. i meant that as in, i didn't want to be the only one talking. but i'm excited.
man. so much for just writing a little bit.
but anyway. continuing on without sidetracking.
after i met up with my friends, i went home because i was tired. i rested up a little and then went out with j to continue with our plans for the night. even though i screwed them up because i insisted on seeing my friends. and he was a little mad, the night was amazing. we saw final destination 5 in 3d. that was the first time i've ever seen any final destination movie. and i'm pretty sure i have the first final destination on tape in my house. i guess i mixed up final destination with final fantasty. xD spoiler: so anyway. final destination, if you didn't know so already (because i didn't know to begin with) is about a group of people who were supposed to die on a trip, but then someone with a vision foreshadows the event and basically saves everyone's life. but then as everyone continues on with their life, death has a way of finding them because well, they "cheated death". and the movie shows how each person died. from the six people that were left living, about one or two of them had a very.. "juicy" death. everyone else had a crazy way of dying that was just way too over exaggerated. like one of the girls died when she was on the gymnast bar. when she was swinging around, the flour-like-white-powder stuff was in the air and clouded the air and i guess she let go. why? i have no idea. but anyway, she flew into the air, landed on her neck, and her body bent backwards and then her thigh bone was like coming out through her thigh. i don't know how on earth that is possible. it's just so.. over dramatic. and a lot of the graphics were clearly fake. i guess their budget for special effects were lacking. i was more scared of what could happen than what actually happened.
after that we got italian ices as usual. we saw k there. i got the carribean splash. i usually get passion fruit but this one was pretty good too, more citric-y. i got hyper. and then we went for mini golf round two. i was doing so well in the beginning but then i crashed during the last round. we ended up tieing. i did a lot better than i did the first time. so i'm guessing next time we play mini golf, i will win! well... hopefully. after that we just took a walk and the park that we usually sneak into had it's fence fixed. so we just took a walk. the park smelt like weed. everywhere. we saw a. he asked me where h was. and it was.. well awkward. he probably thinks h & i were still together. or something.. anyway. then we just went back into the car, and believe it or not, we both fell asleep. i guess we were both pooped out.
that's why i didn't blog last night. cause i was wiped out.
and i guess this blog post turned out to be a lot longer than i wanted it to be.
and i still have to blog for today too.
so, BYE.