day 65

i didn't blog yesterday, but for a good reason.

last day was my last day of kumon. hip hip horray!
my boss told me good luck and she told me to visit her.

yesterday was also the last day i was going to see b for a very long time.

so here's to you girl.

dear b,
yesterday i could barely say any words to you through my tears. i tried so hard to hold them in but i guess years and years of our friendship just caused them to leak out. you were a part of my childhood and teenage years; a big one. probably the most impactful out of all our friends. i've known you the longest and probably continued to know you for the longest. you were a light in darkness. your laughter can break any sad emotions. you are strong. you are brave. you are fierce.
i'll always remember our silly moments together. we always had that telepathy together. not only did we share the same birthday, but we shared a lot of the same moments. sometimes, you'd only say one or two words and i'd be able to finish it. i grew up watching you grow and you grew up watching me grow. we've changed a lot from when we were little munchkin 6th graders. we grew up to be two fierce young women who will not let people tear us down. you are an adventure.
i'll always remember our moments. from making pointless vlogs EVEN from before vlogs were cool. singing karaoke at your house. playing mario kart. attempting to prank the school before school ended. but failed. making cookies for red cross. bike riding. me nearly getting hit down that block. going to bob howards.
there were so many.
i'd like to say thank you. thank you for being there for me. from my first major breakup to my emo moments to my rock moments. you were there.
have fun in tennessee. don't scare off dem farmers with yo' new york style.
i'll see you soon.
-rosa