i didn't do anything today, except go out with my dad and sister to pick up some school supplies. i got a nifty (does anyone say nifty anymore?) little white erase board that was only a dollar. booyeh. good stuff. i spotted d and his little brothers at staples and then walgreens after.
today was basically another day spent mostly indoors.
my mom made hamburgers today. i ate three of them right after another. talk about hungry. :/
i played with my makeup today too.
i used my urban decay feminine pallet. i just did the eyes though. and it turned out really nice. i think i'm going to start playing with my eye makeup more often now.
there's a lot of things recently that's been going on in my mind. regardless of what anyone says, i honestly don't know what to do. there's a boy that's been in my life this past year and i do enjoy his company a lot. it's just that recently, i don't know where we stand in our friendship. i don't know whether he wants to be just more than friends or if he's just joking about relationships. do boys even like to joke about relationships? as of right now, i know that i want to just stay friends. summer is half gone. i'm not going to throw myself into a relationship that'll only last a little more than a month. but then again, when was the last time i had a relationship that was worth lasting longer than a month. i enjoy his company because well. he treats me right. he treats me with respect. and he listens to me. and he's a gentleman. but what makes him different from the other gentleman i've dated? nothing. just like the other guys, they think they know me but they don't know at all... yeah i guess he's not worth it. but i do enjoy his company. i don't want to lose him as a friend. he's become someone i could really depend on.
now to see if he's just like the other guys. is he going to leave when i need him the most?
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